a little more guilt

Ok, one more addendum.

While I think I do live my life the best I can, sometimes you do need to say sorry when you meant to hurt someone. I've been maybe a little late in doing that, but have spent a lot of time recently trying to make amends - both Sam and Kristi have gotten sorry letters, though I would not have seen that coming when they were still in my lives. Sometimes, when you really mean to hurt someone badly, then you really do deserve to feel like shit, and should try to fix it. While those moments are pretty few and far between for me, I've found the best way to deal with it is to just lay it out openly and honestly. Do not expect a reply or forgiveness - in the end, you'll feel better, and that's why you're doing this.