I feel like shit today. I think it's safe to assume that it's because I haven't eaten anything for a few days except shrooms and a pepperoni stick. Oh well.
There's a new girl around now, I'm not really sure what to think about it. I've really gotten alot better at distinguising between "interesting", and "just too plain fucked up for me to get involved". I've been with some absolutely fucking insane people over the last year or two, and I'm about tired of it. My grasp on reality is usually shakey enough, I don't need that shit besides.
See, what happens is I start to feel bad for whomever it is. I'm not sure why I have this particular self-destructive tendancy, but usually when I feel bad for someone, I have a heap of difficulty telling them to fuck off and leave me alone, even if they really should. I don't really want to have a thing, especially not this time around, but I guess whateer happens happens, and I can always just get bitter and hateful and tell her off later.
I don't really have much else to say for now. I had the weirdest trip I've ever had yesterday, but I don't terribly want to tell you about it right now.
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"I feel like shit today. I think it's safe to assume that it's because I haven't eaten anything for a few days except shrooms and a pepperoni stick. Oh well."
ReplyDeleteThis is probably my favorite thing ever to come out of my mouth, and describes most of my youth pretty well.
Fuck, I ate ALOT of mushrooms for a few months there. Didn't leave my room, didn't shower, didn't eat, sleep, or even drink. Really, didn't do much but get incredibly fucked up on shrooms for a few days on end, then had really deep conversations with my little brother's cats.
ReplyDeleteI think this is the first mention of "Tangerine", fucking Alana the insane blood-drinker who is responsible for a grand majority of the most fucked up sexual encounters I've ever had.
Good times.
No, this is that chick who was Sam G's half sister. I can't remember her name. She ended up having a baby with Sean Patterson.
ReplyDeleteChelsea, that's who it was.
ReplyDeleteShe was less crazy than some who were to come later, by a long shot. But if I remember how this turned out correct, she was pretty fucking terrible in other ways.