Hey,
So, don't know that you'll be reading this or use this particular address anymore, but I don't remember your blog address and the last time I was on there things weren't smooth.
Anyway, I wanted to say sorry for cutting you out like that. It was a dick move, and I do totally realize this, but hopefully now you understand it a little more. Really not the right thing to do, but definately the healthy thing, blah blah blah, etc. etc.
But that's not really the point. The point is, fundementally you're a good person and a nice girl, and I treated you like most of the incredible bitches I tend to date, which was not at all the way a man should act, and I feel bad about it. I don't really expect us to be buddies or anything now, or really even for you to have probably thought of this beyond a few months after it happened, but hopefully you get this anyway.
I'm not usually appologetic, even when I do do scuzzy selfish shit, but I was rereading through some of her emails. Besides being pathetically grovelly for someone so bright, they made me feel bad for treating someone that probably understood things really quickly like someone deserving of scorn, and that wasn't right.
Anyway, guess emails are good enough and hopefully every's all happy and shit whereever they are.
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Cute Steven is cute.
ReplyDeleteAh, Hayley. Depending on how you look at it, she was probably the most clingy/creepily needy, yet coolest and most "how highschool should be" type girl I ever dated.
ReplyDeleteI saw her on christmas at the church service. I wanted to say hi, but:
1. My present girlfriend is much, much more attractive.
2. Her boyfriend hates my guts, and it would have been pretty fricken embarassing to beat his ass down in a church after he tried to start a fight because I was rude enough to say hi. Yeah yeah, you're a tough guy and shit, but I'm literally twice your size, usually carry some kind of fun suprise, and have an immense dislike for anyone who comes across as more of an arrogant douchebag than me.
So I quickly giggled, pointed her out to Lisa, and went home to eat some delicious pulled beef.