Maybe I'm horribly arrogant.

Which movie?

1:19amSophie
legion
im feeling religious

1:19amPhillip
Never seen

1:19amSophie
tis right new

1:19amPhillip
Legion the demon?
Like, the one Jesus chases into the pigs?
Man, that sounds fucking stupid. How do people go for that?
I can see why audiobooks of the bible don't sell. It all sounds fucking moronic if you say it out loud in modren english

1:21amSophie
:P
i feel like you
emily is trying to say sorry
and im being such a dick
its like when id try and say sorry to you for fucking up
and youdall eh whatever dont care
oh lol

1:21amPhillip
It's kinda different from my perspective, hah
Are you planning to just forget about it or something?

1:22amSophie
what do you meean

1:23amPhillip
Well, if you actually do care, you should say something else to let her forgive you, so you guys can get past it.

1:23amSophie
i care, or something, shes just overly immature and disrespectful
shes fucked up many times, said sorry, and ive just let her continue to be a wank

1:24amPhillip
Hah

1:24amSophie
i dont know i just dont really care about her shit anymore

1:24amPhillip
Ok, so the perspective might not be that different
Just keep in mind how you feel about that with you and me I guess. She's gonna feel the same way.

1:25amSophie
I doubt she feels towards me the way i feel towards you
but okay :P
SO! how goes the rum?


It's kinda funny now that I look at it. I think fundementally, I liked you cause you were bitchy to the right people and had a boyfriend.

Then, you fucked up a bunch, we stopped talking, you did the above mentioned bullshit over and over till I told you to go away, you moved, and we somehow started talking again. The fact that you're still trying to get with me now just kind of bothers me. It seems almost immature or something, I guess.

You changed a bunch, I changed a bunch, and it's interesting how differently we've turned out so far than I would have expected.

See, you're supposed to be the one trying to do the right thing and be nice. You're supposed to be off at school making your life better, etc. etc.

I'm supposed to be a bitter asshole over everything. I'm supposed to be an unrestrained douche to everyone. I'm supposed to be the one getting smashed and moaning about things I get myself into all the time.

I'm certainly, certainly not supposed to feel like I'm simply don't understand being an ass to everyone and am too nice to want to be around you anymore.

On the other hand, I do feel bad that all these things you say we've done that seem to matter are things I've totally forgotten, since they might have been more "every day" to me, or something.


In other news, I wish you could tattoo music onto yourself. Not like, the notation, or tab if you're self-taught, but actual music. Maybe an ink that converts the signal sent by your eyes into sound when they look at it or something. You could have those things that you think really define you made a visual part of you. It'd be an interesting way to learn about people, I guess, and would probably be expensive enough that flakes would, well, flake. I dunno, it'd be cool.

Besides, I have to end this shite on a high note.