Honestly, I've never felt so unwanted in my life. I'm putting this here instead of in a letter because I know you'll just get all defensive and mad and so on, but it really feels like you don't want anything to do with me, and that I'm completely wasting my time here. So I'll put it all in your court. And when I don't hear back from you, then I'll get on with just doing all this for myself, and stop worrying about someone who only seems to want me around to resent me. Seems fair to me.