I've been talking to a Zoophile online alot lately. Yes, I mean a person who fucks or believes they have romantic relationships with animals.

He's actually a genuinely interesting guy, and, ignoring what this probably says about me, I find this topic insanely fascinating.

I mean really. The guy is married* to a fucking tiger. How could that not be kind of interesting?

The following is a excerpt from our conversation thus far, in an answer format. I was for some reason unable to find my questions, but you can kinda figure it out.

"It's not so much that a marriage would be inconvenient, it's that a marriage is an institution. A legal one, really, more than a romantic one, so it just wouldn't be right to submit my love to that. Now, if society overnight became totally accepting of our relationship, I wouldn't say no to a little ceremony, nor would she as she never misses an opportunity to get way too much attention at once, haha.

For me, it's never been an attraction to all animals, by any means, and it's always, even when I was extremely young, pivoted around cats. I dreamed of deer when I was a young teen, and had a brief tryst with a very nice dog who caught my attention but was not mine. I was drunk, but no one ever found out; resolved to never become that inebriated again, although the dog sure liked me particularly after that. But my first real lover, the first I really had feelings for, was a cat.

I do feel that I am in a monogamous relationship, and have a bit of animosity towards people, particularly other zoophiles, who are polygamous. It takes a lot of work and attention to become so close to a member of another species. They find it quite easy to understand us, just by being around us, but due to the limitations of our senses and our conditioned reliance on language, we must put in that extra effort. I find it difficult to believe anyone could have that level of understanding and companionship with more than one animal in their life; to me, it seems like they're simply being used as a sexual outlet and the occasional but relatively noncommittal romantic one.

It's quite clear that as far as feelings, my love is mine alone. Although there are other people she is fond of, she does not react to them nearly in the same way she does to me, even disregarding primal needs such as sex and sustenance. I try to be as objective about this as possible, so I hope you will take my word for this. As far as sex, she's never had the opportunity. Cats, like most species, don't really draw the same love-sex connection that we do, so although I somehow get the feeling that she would react adversely to petitions other than mine, even during her heat cycle. It is a fact that there are members of all cat species, who are not in the terribly minute minority, who do mate for life. I can't support the theory that she is one of them, however, nor frankly would I mind too much if I was wrong due to said lack of connection.

Questions are good. They're actually why I'm here: I'm representin', haha. So don't be afraid of asking too many, or asking the 'wrong' questions. Worst that can happen is I just refuse to answer and move on.



I don't know. I just find this fascinating. I mean, it's one thing to come out as gay, but how many people have the balls to admit they dig non-humans?
*See the first topic.

Haven't updated in forever. Lindsay would not approve of what I've been up to lately, and it's frankly not the type of things to put on the internet anyway.

Slightly less recently:

Did in fact get fired. Woulda made my year and a half, but I pointed out potential internal theft to someone, they reported it without bothering to look into it (which is what they get paid to do), and when it turned out to be nothing, they blamed me to save their own worthless ass. Mind you, I was given absolutely no reason for my dismissal, despite asking two seperate managers (who told me opposite things, neither of which made alot of sense anyway), and a co-worker (who I guess thought I quit). I'm not overly broken up about it, as I know I'm a pretty decent worker and have never been fired before, but it's pretty annoying that I wasn't given a specific reason, and am left to guess.

Anyway, I have decided to finish my highschool, for three reasons:

1. Truthfully, I don't see a need for it, as I used to/usually make more money than almost anyone I know, including my parents. While I haven't had a job like that in a bit, they are ALWAYS available, should I need one. However, I can't tell my kids to go to school if I haven't. And if it turns out school is indeed a waste of time, and it's better and easier to graduate as an adult, then I can tell them that.

2. It gives me a chance to sit here and fix up the house a bit.

3. It gives me a chance to sit here and get stoned while still doing something semi-useful.

I'm getting awfully burnt out with life.

You. That is smart. And probably good for you. And about time, I was starting to worry a little. Probably not a fun concept for you, but... It would have sucked to see someone make that overly common mistake. So good for you. Anyway.

I've been playing alot of Xbox lately. 360s are fun, but I need more people to play with than the two or three from work. I also am now a Netflix fan.

Lessie, what else? I've been a little depressed lately. I'm getting bored. And work is stressy as fuck sometimes. T's hubby's ok ish, minus a leg. He is offering a $500 reward for it's return. Apparently, limbs are thrown out when amputated. I personally would have turned it into a lamp or something.

I'm not looking forward to finding another job. I have no plans to quit, but I will probably be fired in about a year and a half, most likely right after I become a full time supervisor. Trust me, if you worked where I work, you would understand how I can put such a specific shelf life on myself.

Welp, outta stuff for now.